It's strange I'm talking about resolutions at this part of the year now.
RE-SOLUTIONS..
It's needed when you know that something's wrong with your life.


I want many things.
There seems to be endless of things I want to do and have.
There was this period of time when I didnt feel like I need nor want anything. It feels strange too, but it felt good. I didnt need to walk thru malls, and feeling that I need to buy something so that I feel good about myself.
Am I a shopaholic?
I don't usually buy on impulse, but when I buy, I buy.

I've been wanting a timbuk for the longest time ever.
But I always remember how my best friend rebuke me with such concern about the way I spend my money.
It makes me think about whether I would want to do it.
If only I have it, then I'll be happy - will I?

I would be making 3 overseas trips this year.
I had a well-spent summer in Aussie.
2 more coming up. Cambodia and Vietnam.
My mom had a talk with me, about why I would need to make the Vietnam trip.
She talked to me about the importance of saving up for the future.
I could do without the trip, but, I really didn't want to say no to my travel-buddy.

Recently, I bought a bass guitar.



I was surfing online, and came across this website where you can buy tics for Aussie Open.
It's so cool.
One day, I wish I could just travel overseas, buy a tic and watch tennis.
tsk. money.

I think it's such a shame - that my list just goes on and on.


My mom says, she didnt want me to have a hard life in the future when I have a family.

How much would I exactly need?




I don't have desires to get rich.
None at all.
But I need wisdom to steward what I have.


Re-solutions.
How?...

Tsk. Adult life really sucks sometimes. :/